Mine isn't even worth 40 bucks a week. That's what it costs to speak with a mental health councelor that I have been hoping she would go and see for some time now. Her absolute lack of patience and her rabid stubbornness have left me with someone who is very critical and uncompromising. Someone who finds fault with just about everything I do, and takes out on me all of her frustrations. And denies it ALL, every step of the way.

I am the reason she is unwed. I am the reason she has no children. I am the reason she came from a broken home. I am...well you get the jist....

It's crazy. I am even forced to defend myself against things I do NOT even say. But she THINKS I am going to say something so I get dumped on as if I actually said it....

But bring it to her attention and forget about it. Doesn't happen, never existed.

And forget about EVER learning from your mistakes. Once wronged, always the victim...

And she wonders why her apologies ring so hollow to me.